{"id":26743,"date":"2024-07-12T01:40:07","date_gmt":"2024-07-11T22:40:07","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/07\/1-15-768x201-13.jpg"},"modified":"2024-07-12T01:40:35","modified_gmt":"2024-07-11T22:40:35","slug":"1-15-768x201-134","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/foto-galeri\/esimle-ben-tayinlerle\/attachment\/1-15-768x201-134\/","title":{"rendered":"E\u015fimle ben tayinlerle"},"author":2,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/07\/1-15-768x201-13.jpg'><img width=\"300\" height=\"79\" src=\"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/07\/1-15-768x201-13-300x79.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" loading=\"lazy\" srcset=\"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/07\/1-15-768x201-13-300x79.jpg 300w, https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/07\/1-15-768x201-13.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>Hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n alt\u0131nc\u0131 ay\u0131nda , tahlil sonu\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131p eve geldi\u011fimde , koridorda valizler g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. E\u015fime sordu\u011fumda neye u\u011frad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. K\u0131sacas\u0131 e\u015fim \u00f6l\u00fcmc\u00fcl hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131 olan bir kad\u0131nla u\u011fra\u015fmak istemiyordu. Marmaris\u2019teki yazl\u0131\u011fa gidece\u011fini , bir ay i\u00e7inde bo\u015fanma davas\u0131 a\u00e7aca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledi. Oturdu\u011fumuz ev bana Marmaris\u2019teki ev ona kalacakt\u0131. Ben daha hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131n ciddiyetini hazmedememi\u015fken bu haber y\u00fcre\u011fime kur\u015fun gibi sapland\u0131. S\u00f6yleyecek bir \u015fey yoktu , e\u015fim bo\u015fanmaya kararl\u0131yd\u0131. Bir ay i\u00e7inde ge\u00e7imsizlik vs gibi bahaneler bulmal\u0131yd\u0131m. Hasta oldu\u011fum i\u00e7in bo\u015fanmak zorunda kalmak \u00e7ok a\u011f\u0131r\u0131ma gidiyordu. 28 y\u0131llik e\u015fim , bana hi\u00e7 beklemedi\u011fim a\u011f\u0131r bir darbe vurup gitti. Birinci katta oturuyorduk. Apartman\u0131n k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bah\u00e7esine bakarken , ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131n bir kabus olmas\u0131n\u0131 diliyor , sessiz g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 ak\u0131t\u0131rken, \u015fifa ve dayanma g\u00fcc\u00fc versin diye Allah\u2019a yalvar\u0131yordum. O an Allah\u2019\u0131n izniyle iyile\u015fip normal hayat\u0131ma d\u00f6nebilece\u011fime dair i\u00e7ime m\u00fcthi\u015f bir inan\u00e7 doldu . Apartman\u0131n k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bah\u00e7esi, tohumlar , \u00e7i\u00e7ek ve sebzeler benim ya\u015fama sevincim olacakt\u0131. \u00d6yle de oldu. Bu arada e\u015fim giderken kom\u015fulara , yazl\u0131ktaki evi tadilat i\u00e7in gitti\u011fini s\u00f6ylemi\u015f. Ben k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir \u00e7apa al\u0131p i\u015fe ba\u015flad\u0131m. \u0130lk g\u00fcnler on dakikada nefessiz kal\u0131yordum, zamanla bu s\u00fcre uzamaya ba\u015flad\u0131. On be\u015f g\u00fcn i\u00e7inde \u00e7apa i\u015fini bitirdim , g\u00fcbre ald\u0131m, topra\u011f\u0131 ekilecek hale getirdim. Kom\u015fular da heveslenip , bana yard\u0131m etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Bah\u00e7eyi, tohumlar ve saks\u0131 \u00e7i\u00e7ekleriyle doldurduk. Nisan ay\u0131nda tohumlar \u00e7\u0131kmaya ba\u015flay\u0131nca ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m mutlulu\u011fu hayat\u0131m boyunca unutmayaca\u011f\u0131m. Bir aydan fazla bir zaman ge\u00e7mi\u015fti, bu s\u00fcre i\u00e7inde kendimi bo\u015fanmaya, hayat\u0131 bir ba\u015f\u0131na ya\u015famaya al\u0131\u015ft\u0131rmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordum. Arada bir , hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcnden e\u015fi taraf\u0131ndan terkedilen var m\u0131d\u0131r , diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordum. Bah\u00e7em ye\u015ferdik\u00e7e ben de iyile\u015fiyordum sanki. May\u0131s ay\u0131n\u0131n ortalar\u0131nda telefonla hastaneye \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131ld\u0131m . Tahlillerle ilgilidir diye gitti\u011fimde, hayat\u0131m\u0131n \u015fokunu ya\u015fad\u0131m. E\u015fim Manisa\u2019ya gelirken Sabuncubeli\u2019nde trafik kazas\u0131 ge\u00e7irmi\u015f, yo\u011fun bak\u0131ma al\u0131nm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. 2010 y\u0131l\u0131 May\u0131s ay\u0131n\u0131n \u0131l\u0131k bir per\u015fembe g\u00fcn\u00fc benim hayat\u0131m\u0131n d\u00f6n\u00fcm noktas\u0131 oldu. Doktorlar e\u015fimin durumunun a\u011f\u0131r oldu\u011funu, her \u015feye haz\u0131rl\u0131kl\u0131 olmam\u0131 s\u00f6ylediler. Bu arada telefonunu bana verdiler. Ak\u015fam \u00fcst\u00fc saat be\u015f sular\u0131nda e\u015fimin telefon \u00e7ald\u0131 . Arayan avukatt\u0131, e\u015fim bo\u015fanma vekaleti vermeye gelece\u011fini s\u00f6ylemi\u015f, gecikince avukat merak etmi\u015f o y\u00fczden aram\u0131\u015ft\u0131. E\u015fi oldu\u011fumu s\u00f6ylemedim. A\u011f\u0131r bir kaza ge\u00e7irdi\u011fini, hastanede oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yleyip telefonu kapatt\u0131m. Ama allak bullak olmu\u015ftum. E\u015fim benimle bo\u015fanmak i\u00e7in vekalet vermeye gelirken bu kazay\u0131 ge\u00e7irmi\u015fti. Sadece \u201cTakdiri ilahi \u201d dedim. Bir \u015fey d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnemiyordum. Bo\u015fanaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdan kimsenin haberi yoktu. O y\u00fczden e\u015fim iyile\u015finceye kadar bunu kimseye s\u00f6ylemiyecektim. E\u015fim yo\u011fun bak\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131ktan sonra da bir \u00e7ok ameliyat ge\u00e7irdi, ancak tekerlekli sandalyeye mahkum oldu. Omurili\u011fi zedelendi\u011fi , beyin kanams\u0131 ge\u00e7irdi\u011fi i\u00e7in fel\u00e7 olmu\u015ftu. Hastaneden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131nca eve getirdim , ona bakmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Konu\u015fam\u0131yor ama hareketleriyle derin bir pi\u015fmanl\u0131k i\u00e7inde oldu\u011funu s\u00f6ylemeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor, zaman zaman g\u00f6zlerinden pi\u015fmanl\u0131k ya\u015flar\u0131 d\u00f6k\u00fcyor. Ne \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m , ne de yak\u0131nlar\u0131m e\u015fimin bo\u015fanma davas\u0131 a\u00e7mak i\u00e7in gelirken kaza ge\u00e7irdi\u011fini bilmiyor. E\u015fime Allah r\u0131zas\u0131 i\u00e7in bak\u0131yorum . \u015eimdi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum da e\u015fimi affettim mi ? Bilmiyorum , ama k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131m hi\u00e7 ge\u00e7medi\u2026 E\u015fime her bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda hayat\u0131n nas\u0131l ibretlerle dolu oldu\u011funu g\u00f6r\u00fcyor, \u015fifa versin diye Allah\u2019a yalvar\u0131yor dua ediyorum. Beni t\u00fcm\u00f6rlerden , k\u00f6t\u00fc hastal\u0131ktan kurtaran rabbim ; hastay\u0131m diye benden bo\u015fanmak isteyen e\u015fimi yata\u011fa mahkum etti. Anlayana bundan b\u00fcy\u00fck ibret olur mu?..\u201d Allah hasta kullar\u0131na \u015fifa , bakanlara da sab\u0131r ve merhamet versin. Allah kimseyi ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131n umuduna B\u0131rakmas\u0131n\u2026<br \/>\nKaynak : lotocilginligi.com<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/jpeg","media_details":{"width":768,"height":201,"file":"2024\/07\/1-15-768x201-13.jpg","sizes":{"medium":{"file":"1-15-768x201-13-300x79.jpg","width":300,"height":79,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/07\/1-15-768x201-13-300x79.jpg"},"thumbnail":{"file":"1-15-768x201-13-150x150.jpg","width":150,"height":150,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/07\/1-15-768x201-13-150x150.jpg"},"kucukResim":{"file":"1-15-768x201-13-80x50.jpg","width":80,"height":50,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/07\/1-15-768x201-13-80x50.jpg"},"sliderResim":{"file":"1-15-768x201-13-670x201.jpg","width":670,"height":201,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/07\/1-15-768x201-13-670x201.jpg"},"resim1":{"file":"1-15-768x201-13-184x140.jpg","width":184,"height":140,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/07\/1-15-768x201-13-184x140.jpg"},"resim2":{"file":"1-15-768x201-13-216x103.jpg","width":216,"height":103,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/07\/1-15-768x201-13-216x103.jpg"},"resim3":{"file":"1-15-768x201-13-145x70.jpg","width":145,"height":70,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/07\/1-15-768x201-13-145x70.jpg"},"sagSlider":{"file":"1-15-768x201-13-300x150.jpg","width":300,"height":150,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/07\/1-15-768x201-13-300x150.jpg"},"yeniSlider":{"file":"1-15-768x201-13-500x201.jpg","width":500,"height":201,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/07\/1-15-768x201-13-500x201.jpg"},"full":{"file":"1-15-768x201-13.jpg","width":768,"height":201,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/07\/1-15-768x201-13.jpg"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[]}},"post":26741,"source_url":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/07\/1-15-768x201-13.jpg","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/26743"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=26743"}]}}