{"id":34804,"date":"2025-05-06T15:31:37","date_gmt":"2025-05-06T12:31:37","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kilosorunum.com\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/80-205-768x384-1-2.webp"},"modified":"2025-05-06T15:32:03","modified_gmt":"2025-05-06T12:32:03","slug":"80-205-768x384-1-92","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/genel\/kendimi-sevilmemis-hissediyordum\/attachment\/80-205-768x384-1-92\/","title":{"rendered":"Kendimi sevilmemi\u015f hissediyordum"},"author":2,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/80-205-768x384-1-2.webp'><img width=\"300\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/80-205-768x384-1-2-300x150.webp\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" loading=\"lazy\" srcset=\"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/80-205-768x384-1-2-300x150.webp 300w, https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/80-205-768x384-1-2.webp 768w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>Kendimi sevilmemi\u015f hissediyordum; e\u015fim bile bana ilgi g\u00f6stermiyor, s\u00fcrekli yaln\u0131z b\u0131rak\u0131yordu. Ailem ise sab\u0131rl\u0131 olmam\u0131, e\u015fimden \u015fikayet etmememi \u00f6\u011f\u00fctl\u00fcyordu. Onun nazar\u0131nda de\u011fer kazanmak i\u00e7in her g\u00fcn arzu etti\u011fi yemekleri pi\u015firiyor, \u00f6zenle giyiniyor, onunla konu\u015fmaya \u00e7abal\u0131yordum ama beni hi\u00e7 fark etmiyordu. Arkada\u015flar\u0131 onun i\u00e7in benden daha k\u0131ymetliydi sanki. Bir g\u00fcn, ge\u00e7mi\u015ften tan\u0131d\u0131k biriyle kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131m. Halimi g\u00f6r\u00fcnce, \u201cHi\u00e7 iyi g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcyorsun, neyin var?\u201d diye sordu. \u0130yi oldu\u011fumu s\u00f6ylesem de inanmad\u0131. \u201cGel, seninle bir yere gidelim, inan bana iyi gelecek,\u201d dedi. Biraz \u00e7ekindim ama dayan\u0131lmaz bir bunal\u0131mdayd\u0131m. Ailem bile derdime kulak vermiyordu, art\u0131k birine i\u00e7imi d\u00f6kmem gerekiyordu. Hi\u00e7bir \u015fey d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnemez hale gelmi\u015ftim. \u201cTamam, gidelim,\u201d dedim. Yolculuk epey uzun s\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u201cNereye gidiyoruz?\u201d diye sordum. \u201cMerak etme, az kald\u0131, biraz daha sabret,\u201d diye yan\u0131tlad\u0131. Yakla\u015f\u0131k on be\u015f dakika sonra aniden durdu ve \u201c\u015eimdi g\u00f6zlerini kapat,\u201d dedi. Ne oldu\u011funu sordum, o ise \u201cSen hemen kapat,\u201d diye \u0131srar etti. G\u00f6zlerimi kapatt\u0131m ama i\u00e7imde b\u00fcy\u00fck bir korku vard\u0131. Birka\u00e7 dakika daha ilerledikten sonra, \u201c\u015eimdi a\u00e7 g\u00f6zlerini,\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n<p>devam\u0131 sonraki sayfada\u2026<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/webp","media_details":{"width":768,"height":384,"file":"2025\/05\/80-205-768x384-1-2.webp","sizes":{"medium":{"file":"80-205-768x384-1-2-300x150.webp","width":300,"height":150,"mime_type":"image\/webp","source_url":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/80-205-768x384-1-2-300x150.webp"},"thumbnail":{"file":"80-205-768x384-1-2-150x150.webp","width":150,"height":150,"mime_type":"image\/webp","source_url":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/80-205-768x384-1-2-150x150.webp"},"kucukResim":{"file":"80-205-768x384-1-2-80x50.webp","width":80,"height":50,"mime_type":"image\/webp","source_url":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/80-205-768x384-1-2-80x50.webp"},"sliderResim":{"file":"80-205-768x384-1-2-670x330.webp","width":670,"height":330,"mime_type":"image\/webp","source_url":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/80-205-768x384-1-2-670x330.webp"},"resim1":{"file":"80-205-768x384-1-2-184x140.webp","width":184,"height":140,"mime_type":"image\/webp","source_url":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/80-205-768x384-1-2-184x140.webp"},"resim2":{"file":"80-205-768x384-1-2-216x103.webp","width":216,"height":103,"mime_type":"image\/webp","source_url":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/80-205-768x384-1-2-216x103.webp"},"resim3":{"file":"80-205-768x384-1-2-145x70.webp","width":145,"height":70,"mime_type":"image\/webp","source_url":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/80-205-768x384-1-2-145x70.webp"},"sagSlider":{"file":"80-205-768x384-1-2-300x150.webp","width":300,"height":150,"mime_type":"image\/webp","source_url":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/80-205-768x384-1-2-300x150.webp"},"yeniSlider":{"file":"80-205-768x384-1-2-500x290.webp","width":500,"height":290,"mime_type":"image\/webp","source_url":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/80-205-768x384-1-2-500x290.webp"},"full":{"file":"80-205-768x384-1-2.webp","width":768,"height":384,"mime_type":"image\/webp","source_url":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/80-205-768x384-1-2.webp"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[]}},"post":34803,"source_url":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/80-205-768x384-1-2.webp","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/34804"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=34804"}]}}