{"id":39789,"date":"2025-10-24T19:33:24","date_gmt":"2025-10-24T16:33:24","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/8c4d0305-3204-4da6-a8c0-11da09334a94.jpg"},"modified":"2025-10-24T19:34:36","modified_gmt":"2025-10-24T16:34:36","slug":"8c4d0305-3204-4da6-a8c0-11da09334a94","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/genel\/sevgili-evlatlarim\/attachment\/8c4d0305-3204-4da6-a8c0-11da09334a94\/","title":{"rendered":"8c4d0305-3204-4da6-a8c0-11da09334a94"},"author":2,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/8c4d0305-3204-4da6-a8c0-11da09334a94.jpg'><img width=\"200\" height=\"300\" src=\"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/8c4d0305-3204-4da6-a8c0-11da09334a94-200x300.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" loading=\"lazy\" srcset=\"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/8c4d0305-3204-4da6-a8c0-11da09334a94-200x300.jpg 200w, https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/8c4d0305-3204-4da6-a8c0-11da09334a94-683x1024.jpg 683w, https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/8c4d0305-3204-4da6-a8c0-11da09334a94-768x1152.jpg 768w, https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/8c4d0305-3204-4da6-a8c0-11da09334a94.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 200px) 100vw, 200px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>Sen; ilk g\u00f6z a\u011fr\u0131m,ilk sevincim, anneli\u011fi bana ilk tatt\u0131ran evlat\u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131m.. \u201d Kar\u0131m seni istemiyor, e\u011fer seni eve getirirsem benden bo\u015fanaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor. Ortada \u00e7ocuklar var anne napay\u0131m \u00e7ok \u00e7aresizim\u201d dedi\u011finde benden bir annelik daha beklemi\u015f olmal\u0131s\u0131n ki bana bunlar\u0131 s\u00f6yledin. Anneli\u011fimin bitmedi\u011fini bana bir kez daha hat\u0131rlatt\u0131n o\u011flum! Ne diyebilirdim ki, hakk\u0131m var m\u0131yd\u0131 bir \u015fey istemeye, s\u00f6ylemeye ? Ama hala anlamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir konu var; kar\u0131n beni eve almazken, seni b\u00f6yle tehdit ederken onun annesi nas\u0131l oluyor da sizinle ya\u015fayabiliyor? Hani kar\u0131n ya\u015fl\u0131ya bakamazd\u0131? Do\u011fru s\u00f6yle o\u011flum, yoksa sen de bana bakmak istemedin de i\u015fine mi geldi bu s\u00f6zler ? Peki ya sen o\u011flum, sen s\u00f6yle bari; \u201cEvim k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck hi\u00e7 yer yok ki anne\u201d derken bana, ne dememi istedin sana ? Yine benden mi bekledin anlay\u0131\u015f\u0131, merhameti, insaf\u0131! Halbuki en \u00e7ok senin pe\u015fine ko\u015fmu\u015ftum, en \u00e7ok sen beni yormu\u015ftun\u2026 Ak\u015famdan ceplerini yoklard\u0131m, paran yoksa har\u00e7l\u0131k ili\u015ftirirdim cebine. Sen arkada\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda mahcup olma diye, paras\u0131z kalma diye\u2026 Asl\u0131nda evin k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck de\u011fildi be o\u011flum, ya\u015fl\u0131y\u0131m ama bunamad\u0131m daha! Evinin taksitleri i\u00e7in az m\u0131 aram\u0131\u015ft\u0131n baban\u0131! Baban da sana: \u201cO\u011flum madem b\u00f6yle s\u0131k\u0131\u015facakt\u0131n k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir ev alsayd\u0131n\u201d dedi\u011finde sen de: \u201cBir kere olsun tam olsun\u201d demi\u015ftin. Yan\u0131l\u0131yor muyum? Ve sen; son be\u015fi\u011fim, son umudum, son sevincim. En \u00e7ok sana yand\u0131 i\u00e7im,en \u00e7ok sen beni yakt\u0131n y\u0131kt\u0131n. Baban \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnden beri beni bir kez olsun aramad\u0131n, halimi sorup bir bahane uydurmaya bile tenezz\u00fcl etmedin. Yoksa \u201cBeni yan\u0131na al, bu yaln\u0131zl\u0131k can\u0131ma tak etti\u201d derim diye mi korktun? Ben nerede hata yapt\u0131m?, diye \u00e7ok d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm evlatlar\u0131m.T\u00fcm ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131ma ra\u011fmen size hala evlatlar\u0131m diyebildi\u011fime g\u00f6re k\u00f6t\u00fc bir anne de\u011filim diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum. Yine akl\u0131m\u0131 kalbimi yoruyor bu soru, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden edemiyorum. Her gece kahroluyorum, yaln\u0131zl\u0131k can\u0131ma tak etti art\u0131k! Korkuyorum \u00e7o\u011fu gece . \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcm\u00fc istiyorum Rabbimden her g\u00fcn. Yedi\u011fim ekme\u011fin i\u00e7ti\u011fim suyun tad\u0131 kalmad\u0131 art\u0131k. Elimde de\u011fil, akl\u0131ma hep o g\u00fczel g\u00fcnler geliyor. \u015eimdi ise o g\u00fcnler en b\u00fcy\u00fck d\u00fc\u015fman\u0131m oldu. Ben bu dertle, bu yaln\u0131zl\u0131kla zaten fazla ya\u015fayamam, g\u00f6zlerim kap\u0131ya baka baka son nefesimi verece\u011fim! Bana yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 evlatlar\u0131n\u0131zdan bulun demeyece\u011fim \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc, bunun nas\u0131l bir ac\u0131 oldu\u011funu bilemezsiniz.Ben anay\u0131m, hemde hay\u0131rs\u0131z evlatlar\u0131m\u0131n anas\u0131y\u0131m. Yine de sizin can\u0131n\u0131z yansa benim can\u0131m iki kez yanar. Bu mektubu her gece yatmadan \u00f6nce yast\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n yan\u0131na koyuyorum, olurda \u00f6l\u00fcrsem g\u00f6rebilin diye.. Zaten \u00f6yle g\u00f6z\u00fck\u00fcyor ki ben \u00f6lmeden siz bu eve ayak basmayacaks\u0131n\u0131z! Hakk\u0131m\u0131 helal edece\u011fimden endi\u015feniz mi yok , yoksa helallik istemeye y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcz m\u00fc yok ? Merak etmeyin son nefesimi verirken t\u00fcm sitemlerimi de al\u0131p gidece\u011fim! YAPTI\u011eINIZ HER\u015eEY \u0130\u00c7\u0130N; \u2018HELAL OLSUN S\u0130ZE!\u2019 EY O\u011eULLARIM!<\/p>\n"},"alt_text":"","media_type":"image","mime_type":"image\/jpeg","media_details":{"width":1024,"height":1536,"file":"2025\/10\/8c4d0305-3204-4da6-a8c0-11da09334a94.jpg","sizes":{"medium":{"file":"8c4d0305-3204-4da6-a8c0-11da09334a94-200x300.jpg","width":200,"height":300,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/8c4d0305-3204-4da6-a8c0-11da09334a94-200x300.jpg"},"large":{"file":"8c4d0305-3204-4da6-a8c0-11da09334a94-683x1024.jpg","width":683,"height":1024,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/8c4d0305-3204-4da6-a8c0-11da09334a94-683x1024.jpg"},"thumbnail":{"file":"8c4d0305-3204-4da6-a8c0-11da09334a94-150x150.jpg","width":150,"height":150,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/8c4d0305-3204-4da6-a8c0-11da09334a94-150x150.jpg"},"medium_large":{"file":"8c4d0305-3204-4da6-a8c0-11da09334a94-768x1152.jpg","width":768,"height":1152,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/8c4d0305-3204-4da6-a8c0-11da09334a94-768x1152.jpg"},"kucukResim":{"file":"8c4d0305-3204-4da6-a8c0-11da09334a94-80x50.jpg","width":80,"height":50,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/8c4d0305-3204-4da6-a8c0-11da09334a94-80x50.jpg"},"sliderResim":{"file":"8c4d0305-3204-4da6-a8c0-11da09334a94-670x330.jpg","width":670,"height":330,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/8c4d0305-3204-4da6-a8c0-11da09334a94-670x330.jpg"},"resim1":{"file":"8c4d0305-3204-4da6-a8c0-11da09334a94-184x140.jpg","width":184,"height":140,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/8c4d0305-3204-4da6-a8c0-11da09334a94-184x140.jpg"},"resim2":{"file":"8c4d0305-3204-4da6-a8c0-11da09334a94-216x103.jpg","width":216,"height":103,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/8c4d0305-3204-4da6-a8c0-11da09334a94-216x103.jpg"},"resim3":{"file":"8c4d0305-3204-4da6-a8c0-11da09334a94-145x70.jpg","width":145,"height":70,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/8c4d0305-3204-4da6-a8c0-11da09334a94-145x70.jpg"},"sagSlider":{"file":"8c4d0305-3204-4da6-a8c0-11da09334a94-300x150.jpg","width":300,"height":150,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/8c4d0305-3204-4da6-a8c0-11da09334a94-300x150.jpg"},"yeniSlider":{"file":"8c4d0305-3204-4da6-a8c0-11da09334a94-500x290.jpg","width":500,"height":290,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/8c4d0305-3204-4da6-a8c0-11da09334a94-500x290.jpg"},"full":{"file":"8c4d0305-3204-4da6-a8c0-11da09334a94.jpg","width":1024,"height":1536,"mime_type":"image\/jpeg","source_url":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/8c4d0305-3204-4da6-a8c0-11da09334a94.jpg"}},"image_meta":{"aperture":"0","credit":"","camera":"","caption":"","created_timestamp":"0","copyright":"","focal_length":"0","iso":"0","shutter_speed":"0","title":"","orientation":"0","keywords":[]}},"post":39787,"source_url":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/8c4d0305-3204-4da6-a8c0-11da09334a94.jpg","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/39789"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/attachment"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=39789"}]}}