{"id":45211,"date":"2026-03-13T13:43:35","date_gmt":"2026-03-13T10:43:35","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/272828.jpg"},"modified":"2026-03-13T13:45:28","modified_gmt":"2026-03-13T10:45:28","slug":"272828","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/foto-galeri\/cocukluk-askimla\/attachment\/272828\/","title":{"rendered":"272828"},"author":2,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/272828.jpg'><img width=\"300\" height=\"287\" src=\"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/272828-300x287.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" loading=\"lazy\" srcset=\"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/272828-300x287.jpg 300w, https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/272828.jpg 584w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>Bug\u00fcn buraya neden geldin?\u201d diye sordum. As\u0131l korktu\u011fum soru buydu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cElimde bir \u015fey vard\u0131,\u201d dedi. \u00c7antas\u0131ndan sararm\u0131\u015f bir zarf \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. \u201cAnnem \u00f6ld\u00fckten sonra, babam\u0131n \u00e7ekmecesinde bulmu\u015ftum. Ama y\u00fczle\u015fmeye cesaret edememi\u015ftim. Ta ki davetiyeyi g\u00f6rene kadar.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Zarf\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131. \u0130\u00e7inden eski bir foto\u011fraf \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Serhat.<\/p>\n<p>Ve yan\u0131nda gen\u00e7 bir kad\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>Ben.<\/p>\n<p>Foto\u011fraf y\u0131llar \u00f6ncesine aitti. On alt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131m \u00f6rg\u00fcl\u00fcyd\u00fc. Serhat bana bak\u0131yordu. A\u015fkla.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnnem bu foto\u011fraf\u0131 saklam\u0131\u015f,\u201d dedi Elif. \u201cArkas\u0131nda bir tarih ve bir not vard\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Foto\u011fraf\u0131n arkas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7evirdi. El yaz\u0131s\u0131yla yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f birka\u00e7 kelime:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBenden \u00f6nceki a\u015fk. Hi\u00e7 unutamad\u0131\u011f\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Kalbim parampar\u00e7a oldu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnnem bunu \u00f6\u011frendi\u011finde \u00e7ok k\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f,\u201d dedi Elif. \u201cAma yine de evlili\u011fini s\u00fcrd\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f. \u00d6lmeden \u00f6nce bana bir \u015fey s\u00f6yledi. \u2018Baban bir g\u00fcn ge\u00e7mi\u015fine d\u00f6necek,\u2019 dedi. \u2018Ama d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc yer, sand\u0131\u011f\u0131 kadar masum olmayacak.\u2019\u201d<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zlerim Serhat\u2019a kayd\u0131. O an bana do\u011fru bak\u0131yordu. G\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi. El sallad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBen buraya seni incitmek i\u00e7in gelmedim,\u201d dedi Elif. \u201cSadece\u2026 bil istedim. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc babam, ge\u00e7mi\u015fiyle y\u00fczle\u015fmeden yeni bir hayata ba\u015flad\u0131. Ve bu, bir g\u00fcn seni de yaralayabilir.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Bir an sessiz kald\u0131k. R\u00fczg\u00e2r sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 savurdu. \u0130\u00e7imdeki f\u0131rt\u0131na ise \u00e7ok daha b\u00fcy\u00fckt\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Yetmi\u015f bir y\u0131l\u2026 Kay\u0131plar, yaslar, yeniden aya\u011fa kalkmalar. Hayat bana defalarca ac\u0131n\u0131n ne oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011fretmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n<p>Ama ayn\u0131 zamanda \u015funu da \u00f6\u011fretmi\u015fti: \u0130nsanlar kusurludur. Sevgi, ge\u00e7mi\u015fi silmez ama onunla ya\u015famay\u0131 m\u00fcmk\u00fcn k\u0131lar.<\/p>\n<p>Elif\u2019e d\u00f6nd\u00fcm. Elini tuttum.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBunu bana s\u00f6yledi\u011fin i\u00e7in te\u015fekk\u00fcr ederim,\u201d dedim. \u201cGer\u00e7ekten.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNe yapacaks\u0131n?\u201d diye sordu.<\/p>\n<p>Derin bir nefes ald\u0131m. \u201cOnunla konu\u015faca\u011f\u0131m,\u201d dedim. \u201cAma bu, benim karar\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u00e7eri girdim. M\u00fczik h\u00e2l\u00e2 \u00e7al\u0131yordu. Serhat yan\u0131ma geldi, y\u00fcz\u00fcmdeki ifadeyi g\u00f6r\u00fcnce g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemesi soldu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBir \u015fey mi oldu?\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cEvet,\u201d dedim. \u201cAma bu gece de\u011fil.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Elimi elinin \u00fczerine koydum. \u201cBu evlilik, ka\u00e7mak i\u00e7in de\u011fil,\u201d dedim. \u201cY\u00fczle\u015fmek i\u00e7in olacak. E\u011fer buna haz\u0131rsan.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zleri doldu. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>O an anlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>A\u015fk, kusursuz bir masal de\u011fil. 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