{"id":53759,"date":"2026-09-26T10:41:36","date_gmt":"2026-09-26T07:41:36","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/823562990_1750637122817211_1244111166183819980_n.jpg"},"modified":"2026-09-26T10:45:51","modified_gmt":"2026-09-26T07:45:51","slug":"823562990_1750637122817211_1244111166183819980_n","status":"inherit","type":"attachment","link":"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/foto-galeri\/annem\/attachment\/823562990_1750637122817211_1244111166183819980_n\/","title":{"rendered":"Annem"},"author":2,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"description":{"rendered":"<p class=\"attachment\"><a href='https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/823562990_1750637122817211_1244111166183819980_n.jpg'><img width=\"200\" height=\"300\" src=\"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/823562990_1750637122817211_1244111166183819980_n-200x300.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" loading=\"lazy\" srcset=\"https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/823562990_1750637122817211_1244111166183819980_n-200x300.jpg 200w, https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/823562990_1750637122817211_1244111166183819980_n-683x1024.jpg 683w, https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/823562990_1750637122817211_1244111166183819980_n-768x1152.jpg 768w, https:\/\/adanaseshaber.com.tr\/habercim\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/823562990_1750637122817211_1244111166183819980_n.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 200px) 100vw, 200px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n"},"caption":{"rendered":"<p>ANNEM 30 YIL BOYUNCA HER PAZAR AYNI TREN \u0130STASYONUNA G\u0130TT\u0130 \u2014 CENAZES\u0130NDEN SONRA \u00c7ANTASINDA BULDU\u011eUM B\u0130LET, K\u0130M\u0130 BEKLED\u0130\u011e\u0130N\u0130 ORTAYA \u00c7IKARDI.<\/p>\n<p>Annem Nevin, benim hat\u0131rlayabildi\u011fim kadar\u0131yla her pazar sabah\u0131 ayn\u0131 \u015feyi yapard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Saat sekizde haz\u0131rlan\u0131r, en g\u00fczel paltosunu giyer, sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6zenle tarar ve evden \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Nereye gitti\u011fini sordu\u011fumda verdi\u011fi cevap hep ayn\u0131yd\u0131:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBiraz hava alaca\u011f\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ama annemin \u201chava ald\u0131\u011f\u0131\u201d yer, \u015fehrin kenar\u0131ndaki eski tren istasyonuydu.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7ocukken bunun \u00fczerinde pek durmad\u0131m. B\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fck\u00e7e garip gelmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc annem oraya yaln\u0131zca ara s\u0131ra gitmiyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Ya\u011fmurda, karda, kavurucu yaz s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131nda bile her pazar ayn\u0131 saatte ayn\u0131 peronda oturuyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Babam y\u0131llar \u00f6nce \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde bile bu al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 b\u0131rakmad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Bir keresinde onu gizlice takip ettim.<\/p>\n<p>Perondaki ah\u015fap banklardan birine oturdu\u011funu, gelen her trende ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p yolculara dikkatle bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>Ama kimseyle konu\u015fmad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Yakla\u015f\u0131k iki saat sonra kalk\u0131p eve d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>O ak\u015fam ona do\u011frudan sordum:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnne, orada kimi bekliyorsun?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki ifade de\u011fi\u015fti.<\/p>\n<p>Birka\u00e7 saniye bana bakt\u0131ktan sonra sadece:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBaz\u0131 insanlara verdi\u011fin s\u00f6z\u00fc, onlar gelmese bile tutars\u0131n,\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n<p>Ba\u015fka hi\u00e7bir \u015fey anlatmad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Y\u0131llar ge\u00e7ti.<\/p>\n<p>Ben evlendim, \u00e7ocuk sahibi oldum, annem ya\u015fland\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Ama pazar g\u00fcnleri hi\u00e7 de\u011fi\u015fmedi.<\/p>\n<p>Seksen ya\u015f\u0131na yakla\u015fm\u0131\u015fken bile bastonuna dayan\u0131p o istasyona gitmeye devam etti.<\/p>\n<p>Onu g\u00f6t\u00fcrmeyi teklif etti\u011fimde ise her seferinde reddetti.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBu yolculu\u011fu yaln\u0131z yapmam gerekiyor.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Annem ge\u00e7en k\u0131\u015f uykusunda hayat\u0131n\u0131 kaybetti.<\/p>\n<p>Cenazesinden birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn sonra e\u015fyalar\u0131n\u0131 toplamaya ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Dolab\u0131n\u0131n en \u00fcst raf\u0131nda y\u0131llard\u0131r kulland\u0131\u011f\u0131 kahverengi deri \u00e7antas\u0131n\u0131 buldum.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u00e7inde mendiller, eski bir tarak, birka\u00e7 bozuk para ve k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir dua kitab\u0131 vard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Ama \u00e7antan\u0131n astar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda sert bir \u015fey hissettim.<\/p>\n<p>Diki\u015fi hafif\u00e7e a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131mda, sararm\u0131\u015f eski bir tren bileti \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Bilet tam 30 y\u0131l \u00f6ncesine aitti.<\/p>\n<p>\u00dczerinde annemin ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015fehirden y\u00fczlerce kilometre uzaktaki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir kasaban\u0131n ad\u0131 yaz\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>Arkas\u0131nda ise annemin el yaz\u0131s\u0131yla tek bir c\u00fcmle vard\u0131:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cPazar g\u00fcn\u00fc saat 10.15. Seni burada bekleyece\u011fim. Ne kadar s\u00fcrerse s\u00fcrs\u00fcn.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Alt\u0131nda da daha \u00f6nce hi\u00e7 duymad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir erkek ismi vard\u0131:<\/p>\n<p>Kemal.<\/p>\n<p>Babam\u0131n ad\u0131 Kemal de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n<p>O anda annemin y\u0131llarca bizden saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ba\u015fka bir hayat\u0131 oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>Eski foto\u011fraflar\u0131, mektuplar\u0131 ve \u00e7ekmeceleri ara\u015ft\u0131rmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Sonunda, aile alb\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fcn arkas\u0131na s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f siyah beyaz bir foto\u011fraf buldum.<\/p>\n<p>Foto\u011frafta annem hen\u00fcz yirmili ya\u015flar\u0131ndayd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Yan\u0131nda gen\u00e7 bir adam duruyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Adam anneme de\u011fil, kuca\u011f\u0131ndaki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck erkek \u00e7ocu\u011funa bak\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>Foto\u011fraf\u0131n arkas\u0131nda \u015fu yaz\u0131yordu:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNevin, Kemal ve k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck Yusuf \u2014 1966.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Benim ad\u0131m Yusuf de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n<p>Annemin ba\u015fka bir \u00e7ocu\u011fu oldu\u011funu o anda anlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcnlerce ara\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131ktan sonra annemin gen\u00e7li\u011finde, ailesinin kar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131 Kemal ad\u0131nda bir adamla evlenmek istedi\u011fini \u00f6\u011frendim.<\/p>\n<p>Bir o\u011fullar\u0131 olmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n<p>Fakat aileler aras\u0131ndaki b\u00fcy\u00fck bir kavgan\u0131n ard\u0131ndan Kemal \u00e7ocu\u011fu al\u0131p ba\u015fka bir \u015fehre gitmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n<p>Annem ise ailesinin bask\u0131s\u0131yla y\u0131llar sonra babamla evlenmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n<p>Kemal, giderken anneme bir s\u00f6z vermi\u015fti:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBir g\u00fcn Yusuf b\u00fcy\u00fcy\u00fcnce seni g\u00f6rmeye haz\u0131r olursa, onu pazar g\u00fcn\u00fc saat 10.15 trenine bindirece\u011fim.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Annem o g\u00fcnden sonra her pazar istasyona gitmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc hangi pazar gelece\u011fini bilmiyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Belki gelecek hafta.<\/p>\n<p>Belki bir y\u0131l sonra.<\/p>\n<p>Belki yirmi y\u0131l sonra.<\/p>\n<p>Ama annem gitmezse o\u011flunun onu bekledi\u011fini sanmas\u0131ndan korkuyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Bu ger\u00e7e\u011fi \u00f6\u011frendikten sonraki ilk pazar ben de ayn\u0131 istasyona gittim.<\/p>\n<p>Annemin y\u0131llarca oturdu\u011fu bank\u0131 buldum.<\/p>\n<p>Saat 10.15 oldu\u011funda tren perona yana\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130nsanlar vagondan inmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Tam kalk\u0131p eve d\u00f6nmek \u00fczereyken, yakla\u015f\u0131k altm\u0131\u015f ya\u015flar\u0131nda bir adam trenden indi.<\/p>\n<p>Elinde benim buldu\u011fum bilete benzeyen, sararm\u0131\u015f ba\u015fka bir bilet vard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Peronda uzun s\u00fcre etraf\u0131na bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Sonra annemin bo\u015f bank\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Yava\u015f\u00e7a yan\u0131ma gelip:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAffedersiniz,\u201d dedi. \u201cNevin Han\u0131m bug\u00fcn gelmedi mi?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Bo\u011faz\u0131m d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlendi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnnem ge\u00e7en hafta hayat\u0131n\u0131 kaybetti,\u201d diyebildim.<\/p>\n<p>Adam g\u00f6zlerini kapatt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Elindeki bileti titreyen parmaklar\u0131yla s\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Sonra \u00e7antas\u0131ndan eski bir foto\u011fraf \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Annemin buldu\u011fum foto\u011fraf\u0131n\u0131n ayn\u0131s\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBen Yusuf\u2019um,\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnnem beni otuz y\u0131l bekledi, de\u011fil mi?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\ud83d\udc8c Bir sonraki k\u0131sm\u0131 diger sayfamizda 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